"Inspired" - outstanding or brilliant in a way or to a degree suggestive of devine inspiration.
"Inspiration" - a) The quality or state of being inspired. b) A devine influence or action on a person believed to qualify him or her to receive and communicate sacred revelation.
I never knew the exact definition of the above words until I looked them up just now. My journaling is a result of the many thoughts which God puts in my ADHD mind in the first place so the actual journaling truly is a result of God's inspirations.
God gifted me with writing abilities which is far from the same compared to the way that I speak out loud. I don't hear God's voice speaking to me, but God sends tangible things / ways to hold my attention long enough to know that at some point I have to slow down, reflect and "get it." God knows how to send his messages in a manner in which they can be best understood by me. That in itself is a huge thing for this ADHD lamb.
My ADHD mind and wide angeled vision scans the environment and notices every little thing and when something catches and holds my attention in some awe inspiring way, it usually means there is a message there and God wants me to "be still" and contemplate in order to realize what that message may be.
God knit me in my mother's womb with a scattered brain (on purpose!) yet at the same time He also knit me with the ability to connect the many scattered thoughts and put them together in sensible written journaling.
Is sharing the "God Inspired Journaling" God's purpose for me? If God wants to use me as his instrument in order to spread the joy and love which He has to offer, then I am to obey.
Father God, thank you for getting my attention and helping me to stay focused on your tangible clues. Thank you for helping me to "be still" in order for me to "get it." My written journals of inspiration are from you and about you. Connecting the scattered thoughts in this ADHD brain you wired me with, and putting those thoughts to paper shows your amazing presence in my life. Thank you for loving me and for giving me this purpose.
.....so is the word that goes out from my mouth: it will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. Isaiah 55:11
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